Saturday, September 09, 2006
I am uber lonely right now. To define exactly what i am feeling is nt lonely, rather i am kinda creeped out. I have been home alone for almost the whole day except when steph and sy stopped by for ONLY a few hours! In the afternoon where there was sun and light, i was okay. But now everything gets dark and all, it just doesnt make me feel at ease.=S so i decided to stop reading in the living room and come online for some accompany! currently kaya,extra&steph are keeping me not-so-creeped-out. steph is now encouraging me to watch videos from youtube which i have never done that before honestly. me, i am just envying extra for having such a fab holiday snorkeling with baby sharks and all. SIGH.seriouly, im greatly demoralised by prelim amaths paper. it was nt as if i didnt put in the effort so yeah thats y i am kinda down. If i didnt study,i dun care. I know i should look forward but not backwards! It's easier said than done!!! i haven really done much stuyding during this holiday! =( i need to re-focus once monday arrives.Friday i went out with bren&alvin. It was such fun! Once we met, we couldnt stop talking even when I&bren were cutting our hair at far east! The hairdresser must be wondering that probably we haven met each other for ten years! We feasted at pastamania& the coffee club at paragon! walked around still chatting non-stop. We haven been meeting up together for quite some time so that explains the non-stop chatter. or even so even if the 3 of us meet anytime we always seem to have things to talk about anyway. =D I'll definitely miss this part of my secondary school life. surprisingly, i am actually looking forward to french class on tuesday!! maybe thats because i'm talking to kaya&extra!
