Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Just as i was saying that things are getting back on track ytd. boy! was i soooo wrong! you never change. not even single lil bit.hatred&anger are seeping me through like a sponge soaking the water. I seriously hate you. Sometimes i think maybe there isnt even such thing as love. Love is something that we try to imagine it to be sweet and nice and all those weird feelings but in reality, there is only bitterness.I am so angry at myself!!!! arrrrrrghhhh!!! why am i so freaking weak when it comes to you!?!??! why do i still forgive and still carry on as though nth has happened?!?!??! why do i relent everytime you say sorry???wads the point of saying SORRY when u make mistakes all over again and again?!??!?? and i know you are not even worth it!! what have become of me?!??! Its not like you are the only one on earth who deserves me?! when you think about it again, why shouldn't I be with someone else? Why should I care? Why don't I move on? And really, I just get myself stuck.to hell with it! ffffff!!!!!
