I don't really care.

2007-01-02T18:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS! (= I HAVE MOVED TOHERE

2006-12-28T23:48:00.000+08:00

Sooo since i have finished with my work, i almost go out everyday except ytd. I am hating the rain every single sec. It makes me feel cold, plus i cant go out feeling at ease. My shoes get wet and if i wear sandals, my feet gets wet and thats a terrible feeling! =X Anyway, i still go out. lol. I went out to catch movie today FINALLY! at the" THE CATHAY" with shiying ,zhiyung, khaz, brandon, imran, huiyi, charmaine, nayana & me! We watched "THE NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM" People catch it! It's funny & the plot isnt boring! four stars! =) Before that we ran in the rain & at e lunch at the basement! Me and nayana saw a *ahem ahem* ahhahs. she knows wad i mean! =D Then waited for like more than an hour and a half for the show to start. After the show, we went to feast at BEN&JERRY! yumyum! i wanted to have smoothie which costs more than $8 but i decided to save some money and shared MERLIONSTER with the rest! sadly,nayana went off first! =( okay, den we walked to heeren just to take neoprint! As you can see above that all the guys were not so on abt taking neoprints! nvm. Everyone parted. I off to my mama's place den home! Tmr meeting alvin,fatin&carolynn to return the work uniform & card!

2006-12-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPPYYYYY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! =)

& my work is overrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! Yesterday was my last day of work. kinda felt sad cause i'll miss working there and the staff. I'll miss my gift wrappers! *sniff sniff* But i am happy tooo now that i can go out to have fun before the sch starts. BUT! i agree with fatin, before o level i had like thousands of plans on what i wanna do but now that is holiday, i am bored. I tink i rather work my ass off. I went out with weicheang and brenda a few days ago. Had seafood at jumbo with my family the day before ytd. Then ytd steamboat! -groans- i am gonna be F A T! hahahahs. i cant be bothered la. now going to town with my granny! =)

2006-12-22T11:38:00.001+08:00

Hearing of N level results coming out made me feel scared a lil. Nt that i was the one who took the result but thinking of my O level result coming out soon really scares me. =( Work is super busy! The queue is non-stop. Carolynn,fatin, ass and I had met some screwed up and hao lian customers. At M&S each item needs to be $20 and above to be gift-wrapped for free. Then some ppl spend $100+ in total but their each item is less than 20 therefore cannot be wrapped but they yell here and there. come on la! honestly, all of us think that spending 100 bucks at M&S is nothing. if u buy clothes maybe u can only purchase two if u r gg for cheaper ones or nt even one if u like ex ones. Just my favourite choco chip cookies is like $7+ for only less than 10 pieces! Free service already still not happy. There are ppl who bought tons & tons of cookies boxes and spend abt more than 1000! then we have to pack and pack. =S Anyway, xmas is coming and i don't have the vibes for it maybe because i hear xmas carols and see the lights and wrap presents all the time! Anyway, me and my mum are at loggerheads now. I can't stand her sometimes. My bro shaved his head! ahhahhas! i think he looks better that way. :D okayokay, i gotta shower now if nt i'll late to meet fatin for lunch and later brenda and weicheang! byeeee! =D i am so penni-less.

2006-12-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

caveman is leaving so soon. Those were the days in french class are all gone now. We wont be poking fun of ACS and RI guys anymore with extra, les and chicken. =( All those good old times. We can never get those special moments back. HAIS! i guess i am kinda getting used to ppl going away. I dunnoe. We always say "keep in touch" and stuff but in reality we don't. Esp ppl like me who hates writing mails but loves receiving letter even short ones. =S Even now i do think of a few ppl who i don't meet anymore like ms.poh, mrs kumar and anelie. We just go on with our lives. Everyone gets busy and stuff. Anyway, I wish caveman all the best in whatever u do! =) ONE DAY when we are meant to meet once again, then we will catch up loads of things with each other,my friend! shit! i feel like tearing! for now, till then!

this is the bag that my mum wants i think. nt so sure. What a gorgeous pairs of gucci stilletoes&shades!

2006-12-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today wasnt as busy as ytd. FATIN and I had our EXCITEMENT in the afternoon! ( fatin i hope u get what i am trying to say! =D ) You can take the long hair and the short hair is minee!!!! hahahhaas. maybe carolynn can take their mum! hhahahs. jk. she will kill me if she knows abt this. i am going for training at fullerton on tuesday!!!! =))))))))) and meeting caveman tmr after work!!! =)))))))

2006-12-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

i am kinda shagged now and my legs are killing me cause i stood all day long. But today its a lot better cause i just took my heels off and stood without them whole day! =D I have to say today is the busiest day of all the days! Sooooo many customers in the afternoon la! We only gave two ribbons today to the two customers! The rest, me and ASS bluffed them that we have no stock for ribbons! HAHHA! Now, i am talking to my CRAZY workmate FATIN! (fatin, this is the biggest font here so yeah happy? ;) )yeah without her work is boring laaa! I look at her face then she will start smiling then i will laugh non-stop already.=D I went shopping alone the day before ytd. Mango was super packed. bought a few things frm there and topshop. I am planning to get wallet and a few other things at GUESS! But now no time! i only have one day off and i wanna do soo many things. i wanna shop, go alliance francais to borrow some french books and i wanna volunteer at BOYS BRIGADE Thing! but i cant sadly cause tmr i am nt off. =( i was soo looking forward to the BB charity thing la. I also wanna watch movie! I haven even met my super tall cousin yet who just arrived here to study in NUS. he is darn smart unlike me. I am gg broke at the rate of spending money. My WHOLE pay is gg into my mum's hand bag. I am getting her COACH handbag for present although she needs to top up abt 300+ even after i pay with my total salary. Therefore unlike many ppl who are working, i am not looking forward to my pay day at all. actually i don't mind. I am willing to buy for her anyway. In fact i don't really think of my pay either. okayy, I have no life! =S

2006-12-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! I hate making decisions and I always end up having to make one. It sucks. really. before working for marks and spencers, i went to apply at diff hotels like grand hyatt, raffles, carlton&fullerton! I was just thinking of working at either one. I always wanted to work at hotel after O level. But my mum asked me to go for M&S cause too many ppl are applying at hotels and there is less chance so i went to apply with alvin ho and signed the contract half-heartedly and end up working happily at M&S now. I have made quite a few good friends and stuff. BUT NOW! today, fullerton called me and asked me to go dwn for training and bring my bank book and everything on tuesday! =S worse, i am nt off on tuesday and i cant swap with carolynn! HAIS! my mum asked me to quit M&S if fullerton is confirmed abt hiring me. BUT! like i mentioned above, i already have friends and i have this sentimental feeling towards M&S and the staff! oh god, help me! i wanna die! i dunnoe wad to do. nw i am trying to take leave on tuesday! =S

my dear caveman, i tink i am free on monday if nothing cropps up. i really wish to meet u!

2006-12-14T13:11:00.000+08:00

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2006-12-13T11:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm....actually i have nth much to say. Work is going fine :) except for some rude aunties! =S My partners are hilarious or rather i disturb them too much & made em laugh. =D Anyway, i think i have no life la since i started working! tmr i m OFF! yayay!!! & today working till 10 and starts at like 1.30 so i better go now! =)

2006-12-10T13:37:00.000+08:00

yay!!! i am off today!! =D i am going to temple with my granny lataa. Then off to town or something! My hands are nw very itchy to shop. X) tempting to buy. But soo manny things to get and obviously i cant get all at one go. if i did, it will be like wad? 1000+! moneyyyy!!!! its been quite some time i haven been toking to nayana, steph and shiying. =( hais! QUICK MEET UP!

A VERY VERY HAPPPYYY HAPPPPYY BIRTHDAYYY TO MY GIRL, BRENDA!! =D cheer up babe! =) its ur day!

2006-12-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today i had a good day! It wasn't wad i imagined out to be - a super exhausting day! I worked full shift and it was pretty fun! ahhas. maybe cause i got to know my partners more and stuff and my manager is off today and there were nt many customers today! -sheepish grin- actually marks and spencers is not a place like others where one whole bunch of ppl will shop! Anyway, most of the customers are like ah mohs and they are really nice and stuff like "thank u dear! god bless u! have a great day!." yeah thats all. i wanna go shopping! i wanna go watch movie!! =D

2006-12-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

wah! i am so shagged! =( i only worked like from 10-6 today. i cant imagine wad will happen tmr. worse, today i didnt do much. just that i had to stand all day long but my partners are soo funny! There was this time while i was doing something for the customer then i burst out laughing uncontrolbly in frnt of the customer till my partner has to kick me in my leg! LOL! =D caveman, i miss you. seriously and honestly! WE MUST MEET BEFORE U GO BACK OKAY!!!!! EVEN IF ITS AFTER MY WORK ALSO I DUN CARE. I JUST WANNA MEET U! EXTRA BRING HANDKERCHIEF IN CASE I CRY! LOL.

2006-12-05T19:54:00.000+08:00

Sooooo for the past few days i did wad i have been doing - looked for jobs with alvin.. I went to like gucci,guess,calvin klein,ralf lauren! But all of them want full timer which don't suit me. =( huiyee,alvin&I lunch-ed at pastamania! & that was the worst country baked pasta i have ever eaten in my life!! =S we took neoprints! huiyee&alvin were super horny la pls! =.= so pics canoot be uploaded here. Then we went to marks and spencer at center point. we filled up the form and did a few maths ques! There were calculations needed to be done k! There were quite a lot of ppl calculating the sums on the box and stuff. But thanks to alvin, who has brought a calculator(don't ask me why) and our abilities of being taken amaths(acc to alvin), we managed to finish and handed in the form earlier than those who were there before us! =D we walked out. chua huiyee counted the money for us and the days and stuff. Then alvin and I got really excited! so we called and told them YES! we will work there asap as according to the lady there were 3 vancancies only. huiyee thinks its a bluff. hahaha. okay, today went to back there to sign the contract and while we were signing, there were a grp of girls who asked," i wanna know if there's any job vancancy?" something like that. then the lady said, no. so after all it isnt a bluff. =D so tmr i cant go for flagday! =( sorry shiying,steph&nayana cause tmr is my 1st day at work!! pls come and have lunch with me during my break! DON'T FORGET! went to steph's house to eat CHOCO! yumyum! =D then home!

2006-12-02T13:40:00.000+08:00

I am feeling kinda lousy now for some reasons. It's been quite some time that i update this rusty blog. Anyway, i went to sentosa on last sunday with tian zhu,chua hui yee&tang huiyi! it was hell of a fun! We went to take many rides and ate KFC and played games at PUB family day. We went to cinemania but it was nt fun at all although it used to be when we were a lot younger. maybe cause nw that we are old and sophiscated like tian zhu said, we don't get mused by certain things. i certainly agree. Must thank chua hui yee for all the tickets. From 28th nov to 30th nov, I was at chalet with my classmates except for some who didnt turn up but quite alot of ppl turned up eventually.

28th nov
First day- went to meet nas,shiying&weicheang at GIANT to get groceries for BBQ on that day. me and shiying were like an hour late! =X okay den ms.phay&her beau came to help us then she drove us to the chatlet where the rest were waiting. Prepared for BBQ. The food was delicious. esp chicken! hahhas! the guys marinated the chicken and stuff. nt bad. 4/1 guys do kitchen work. =D

29thnov
breakfasted at mac! It was really nice of ms.phay to fetch us to mac in diff groups. she has to drive in and out like 6 times? bought cans of beers,night,breezer,long island for the game at night. Afternoon, went to fetch my grandma with the accompany of steph!=D then came back no lunch so kenny fried chicken for us. It looked so tempting. me and steph being gluttons, we dug into the chicken but sadly inside all RAW! AHHHH!! hahhas. kenny, must improve k! hahahs. then i re-fried! den ate la but kinda lost my appetite alrdy after seeing the raw chicken. Hmmm..we played water polo with tianzhu,chuahuiyee,tang huiyi,maine,yi,ying,wen,shiying,pearl.. It was fun. =) at night we played card games and drank. I mixed long island and tiger together. the taste become sweet and nicer! hahahs. i should become bartender! =D all the girls were half-crazy! then some of us stopped playing. steph did WWE,WWF,WWH on ME! poor me! hahahas! then huiyi,me,hilda,steph&xue jing were super high! they pulled my hair! and we screamed and laughed till 4 am the next morning! We were expecting chua hui yee to get a horrible hang over but she didnt.

30th nov
we woke up. too sleepy. some having hangover. cleared up the place. then waited for the personnel to check then headed home. i went to twn for applications at hotel.

Yesterday
i went to hand in the applications. i forgoed fullerton cause nt enough time. i went to interview at zara and i was hired at marina square but i told em i will confirm with them on monday cause i prefer working at hotel so does my mum. she doesnt want me to work at zara due to long working hours. but i dunnoe when the hotel is gonna call or whther they will hire me! =X how?

AHHHH! I WANNA CATCH A FLICK!! sad case. no one to accompany me. My good friends,steph&shiying don't want to watch. brenda&weicheang-japan. alvin ho-china. chicken pie-phillipines. caveman-dunnoe where she is. so i am left with no one. =(

2006-11-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

MARRIOT AKA COCKTAIL PARTAY! there are so many people who i should thank. DAMIEN WHO WAS THERE AND OVERSAW THINGS FOR US&BEING LIKE A BIG BRO. IRWAN WHO WENT MIA A WHILE BUT BACK IN ACTION AND HELPED US WITH THE PRIZES! YING WEN WHO COLLECTED THE MONEY ALTHOUGH KINDA LAST MIN! =D DONG! COLLECTED MONEY AND ALWAYS LATE FOR MEETING! AHHAHS. YOUSE WHO CAME IN LATER BUT HELPED ME IN THE HOTEL TOILET WITH THE MONEY. HUIYI WHO COUNTED THE MONEY. SHIYING WHO HELPED US WITH LESNEY. AND ME WHO RUSHED IN AND OUT OF THE TOILET TO LOOK FOR PEOPLE WITH STILLETOES! KRIS WHO MADE A GOOD MC LAST MIN WO A SCRIPT! LASTLY,EMMANUEL WHO MADE A GOOD DJ! BRENDA,RAS AND GERRI THANKS FOR UR HELP! LOL. THANK U SOO MUCH! I MISS HAVING MEETING WITH YOU ALL! =( THANK U EVERYONE! everything was messy and worrying but it all turned out fine. some may not enjoy the party ytd but to me it may not be the best but it was a good party after going through so many problems! anyway, i had fun dancing with chuahuiyee, tianzhu, huiyi, steph, cynthia, crystal, tina, hilda, shiying, siti&i guess more girls and the guys who circled us. okay thats all. i am too lazy to type. i should be doing house chores nw but i am rotting in front of the com chatting with people. and worse i have no one to share the chores with cause my bro isnt back yet and my sis is in HK enjoying herself! here i am stuck at home all alone everyday! =( I should be happy nw that exam are over but i feel empty! i kinda feel sad actually and i dun even know why. I went to see caveman&pie today! chicken is leaving for holiday tonight or rather early mrng tmr! BON VOYAGE! arh! why must all come to me at the same time?!??! i dun like it a single bit.I HAVE SEEN THROUGH SOME PPL YTD.

2006-11-23T14:50:00.000+08:00

ahhh! i am so sleeppyy! my eye bags are so big till huiyi scolded me! I haven been sleeping since there are loop holes to be attended with irwan. there is so much to do and i am so bloody worried abt the whole thing later. HAIS! i just hope everything will sail through smoothly later. tmr is 6B outing& i dunnoe whether i still have the energy. okay thats all. i miss gg to sch. i am bored to death. i kinda miss doing tys all the time actually! tata!

2006-11-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

today was absolutely FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN! =D vivo-ed for the 1st time with my french mates,caveman&pie! we met up at 2 at cck mrt and i was damn late lah thanks to the slowwww driver!Anyway, so we went & crapped! We ate at the SUPERDOG! hmm...i had chilli cheese dog&strawberry sensation. caveman ate the same thing as me&pie ate some burger! oh the hotdogs are super hard to eat cause of the gravy and the sauage wasnt that special. I think OJ serves better hotdogs&somemore cheaper! okay, after that we went to shop after another. Then we went to TOYS R US!!! We did some nonsense la. It was damn funny. photos below. Then we met ONG TENG CHONG! &her sis. Then we met another caveman's frens at the COACO TREE. is that the right spelling? Then we met johnston. caveman&pie stalked him! =) got some of the party stuff. then dined at banquet(caveman&pie argued over the pronounciation!) then collected his jeans at levis after alteration. Then mrt ride home! I alighted at dover since my dad came to fetch me. thats all. although it was kinda a short day, i enjoyed it to the fullest. I love my frenchies! LOL. eh caveman&pie thats the two of u new name! =D

2006-11-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

Today is 19 NOVEMBER 2006!

Someone is turning 16 today!

Someone who was always there for me when i was having some dumb relationship problems a few months ago.

And who is still here for me i belive.

Someone who will cheer me up after midnight when i am sad!

Someone who loves shopping more than anything, just like me! LOL

Someone who prefers ripcurl to quiksilver! =D

Someone who is extremely vain! esp his hair!

Definitely someone who wants to look good! ;)

Someone who always teases me with overseas,176&more!

Someone who carried me and dropped me in the pool!(i'll get back at u someday muahhahas!)

Someone who loves a girl so dearly!

Someone who will listen to me whenever i am down!

Someone who gives me good advices!

Someone who shares his problems with me and vice versa!

Someone whose english is so powderful!

Someone who always says i am FAT!=(

and yet who can't get fat although he's a glutton! =D

Someone who is fun to go shopping with!

Someone who will say this after chewing the 1st spoon of food,

"SHIT! I FORGOT TO SAY GRACE!" =D

Someone who is friendly,nice&understanding&caring.

Someone whom i gave nicknames like changi, ice kachang&stuff!

Someone whom i have known for four years&

I am lucky to have such a super duper super friend!

Someone who i will always rember&treasure as a friend.

And that someone special will be YEO WEICHEANG!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY GOOODDIEEE FRIEND! =D

2006-11-18T11:20:00.000+08:00

my feet are soo swollen from all the walking. i am forced to update by my stupid sister. She complained that i never post anything about us everytime we go out together. okay, we went to far east and marina square on thursday. she shopped for her hong kong trip & i bought a few things! I did a make over for her. LOL. =D Friday, i went to town again! =S with steph and shiying this time round. We wanted to play badminton in the morning den ppl like yeo weicheang cant make it so we ended up cancelling! so we headed town. We had fun hopping in the changing rooms. and STOP saying i am childish! =S i wanna work! i tink i wanna try working at hotel. so i went to grand hyatt to ask if there is any vacancy then i was told that their head quarter is down the road after a few turns. But i was lazy to go so i just took the direct number to the head quarter and left.I'll probably try fullerton too. At taka, we bumped into ms.lim li yen&lin le ming! Then zara,toshop,miss selfridge,guess(to check the watch and wallet) and coach(to check how much my handbag cost).Anyway, amaths wasnt as bad as i imagined out to be. =) okay still wasnt satisfied with paper two. i am soo alone now la. i miss my bro. he's not home, my sis went for takewondo my dad office, my mum-shop.! =( i realise that its the best not to get into relationships. sometimes even friendships.
AHHHHHHHHHH!!! I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG(playing now on the blog).
i wanna go JURONG LIBRARY!!! i want to read read read all the novels now that i have time! Everyone i know who has watched THE CONVENANT, told me that the show is good! and the actor is HOT! i watched the trailer even before my o level started and seriously thought that the show has an interesting plot BUT till now i haven caught it yet. =( I don't really wanna go and watch STEP UP although channing tatum is my fav. I bet eunice was the 1st to watch when it was opened. Xmas deco at town is ugly. no offence but honestly i think they are running out of ideas!& i am off to read now.
ps: hello! my dear pie&caveman! i am waiting for tuesday to come! caveman,don't be so upset abt the history paper k! you should be thankful that you are able to take cause even i want to take also my sch doesnt offer. at least you had a chance to learn! =D

oh yes, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY& also to HUIYI! xoxoxo.

2006-11-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

Some people change lovers like they change their sheets
But I won't change you honey, you're for keeps

Now that I have found you

You've changed my life
Cos you're the one who showed me
I have everything right
We're never gonna differ cos we know it's true
So don't change me and
I won't change you

i am left with like 2 more subjects. Amaths(my biggest hurdle) and french. =( I am not pleased with all the previous papers. i feel that i coud have done better. Emaths - stupid and reckless careless mistakes. how could i?! After physic, i felt like crying and i did alone at home. cause i didnt manage to do section B well. Section A i could do every question except the two marks ques. then Section B killed me! those chapters that i read through came out! maybe getting A1 is so far away. It is so heart breaking when i cant get wad i want, after studying so freaking hard till 4 am everyday! i am still very upset la. I sound like i am miss goody two shoes for saying this but really you know i am not but i am gonna say it anyway. i wanna make my parents proud by doing well.SIGH. =( damn it! argh! =( french listening compre was easy but i couldnt get all the ques correct! =( i was kinda expecting to get full marks. Maybe after all, the input that i put might nt tally the output. i am feeling bloody emo now. =(((((((((((((=(

2006-11-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

caffeine does wonders to me! :) i didnt sleep at all BUT it made me feel sick in my tummy. maybe because i ended up drinking too much on an empty stomach! the whole night,physics was my companion while i was feeling nausea till morning and didnt feel better so didnt go to sch for eng.=X but i have no choice but to drink again today cause if not i'll become a sleepyhead and hit the sack too early which will reduce my revision time! i guess i rather feel the nausea than to waste the time revising! scrowls.O level O level. better score wad i want if nt i'll kill myself. k joking!.=D i will just probably be extremely disappointed. Okay la, i sounded as though i am mugging like nuts but i so am NOT! just at my own slow pace.i am not super stressed actually. I only feel the tension before i sleep. is it bad not to feel that stressed?=( i already screwed my practical! that means probabilty of getting A1 is like super low! @#^%$@%^&@^!!! should i go for 1st three months?!??! or should i enjoy the holiday working?!?!? i cant decide! any ideas or suggestions?? HELPPPPP!!!!
i havent even told my parents about the 1st three months yet although they know my results alrdy la. oh no! my bro is leaving for myanmar tmr morning for holiday!!=( annd chemistry is such a killer to me!!! damn it.
4/1! tmr SS at nine! dun forget!

2006-11-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

i am feeling like shit now. SIGH. =(
Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit.

2006-10-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

I feel sick in my stomach and i bet it's all due to binomial theorm, matrices, trigo, electromagnectic, sloenoid and mole conception churning inside my stomach rather than my bloody brain which is refusing to function now so here i am taking a break. Life is super dull for me now. i cant go out except from having meals at plaza with my friends. :( So there is nth much to do actually other than coming online to blog when i want to take a break. When i am online, i can be blog hopping or see a bit here and there or stone in front of the big box in the living room. Other than i will just hit the books or my lovely bed. :) and really, my right eye lid just keeps twitching since ytd every now and then. cynthia leong said its nt good. Apart from being said its like bad luck, its very ANNOYING! really. it gets on my nerves. maybe its my contact lens cause i notice it only twitches when i am wearing em. Fine it's probably time to buy a new one but i am so lazy..and why is everyone soo crazy abt that GOONG show?!?! omg! including my sister! steph is an exceptional la. My sis even thinks the lead actor shin whatever his name is, is handsome and sweet? honestly, i beg to differ. okay, maybe its because i am not into korean drama and stuff but i have watched a few episodes on dvd and i found myself fast forwarding all the time. Till now i dun really find that nice or something which will attract me much. okay, no offence to the fans. hmm..maybe its because i haven really watched the full show yet although i must say that some parts are really funny. =D

2006-10-30T17:35:00.000+08:00

ONLY FOR THE ONLY ONE CAVEMAN I KNOW!,
WARNING! IF U ARE NOT CAVEMAN SPECIES DUN READ!!!!!!!! and the probabilty is that u are NOT soo close ur eyes! =D

Since the bloody caveman has flooded my tagboard although i asked u to tag once not FLOOD! since u have flooded might as well reply here. =D WHAT POWDER GUY?!?!johnson&johnson baby! hahahs. i sooo don't have the hots for him larhs! it was just a favour for goodness sake! i have only got channing tatum on my mind! ;) hahahs. HELLOO! i need education to become a WAG esp french!cause let me think..i just know its important and plus french maybe i'll have a wide variety to choose frm!. ewww..chicken cambridge prof will be likee....OLD AND GREY! thats is sooo not exciting! u better be a good caveman if u wan free world cup match tickets! ONG TENG CHONG is no better k! and BECK is becoming a LORD! OMG OMG OMG!!! i cant breathe! -faints due to too much excitement- ahhahahahhahs. how dare u ask bessie nt to tag me when she visited my blog YOU BLOODY CAVEMAN! this is so lame la. =X i bet chicken pie is gonna choke AGAIN OUT OF THE BLUE on the next french paper! hahhas. makeover is totally fun only on YOU!! next time ring me when they are there! you will do well for ur O level. dun worry so much abt french since ur nt on ur way to becoming a wag! =D I hope you enjoy flooding and that my blog has entertained u well. good luck! xoxoxo. omg i sounded so idotic due to that stupid caveman kaya wadever. =X i didnt know i can be this lame till i met caveman. =.= =.= =.= =.= =.=

2006-10-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

One paper down-French paper one. However there are a lot more to go. =( i went for french paper ytd at tiong bahru exam centre. Then there were like 5 or 6 exam rooms. The guy who sat beside my row really looks like IONE k! i swear. The same specs, about the same height and the back of him looks exactly like ione!! and he was like not writing anything during that one and half hour! same as ione =.= . In fact i even thought maybe it was him ya know but i know its nt la. hes so far away! I still remember him taking french and that was like 4 or 3 years ago! okay, the paper was kinda okay. But the night before, i really couldnt sleep!! I was totally freaking out and imagining all the bad things happening to me like.. wad if i dun even have a single word to write down? wad if i have forgotten all the vocabs??! i slept at like 3 plus and woke up around six. Also, being myself i couldnt help feeling paranoid while i was on the way there. i kept opening my bag and kept checking whther i am gg to the right place. i thought maybe the right place is at sch? or moelc? Then i was like wad if tiong bahru is a wrng place and the right place was at sch? then by the time i reach back to sch i was gg to be late?!? Really. those thoughts ran in my mind all the way till caveman messaged me that i am gg to the right place. I dunnoe whther my dad can sense my anxiety but he was driving in silence. I wanted to tell my dad how i am feeling but i just cant. maybe i am too used not sharing things with my parents. Anyway, it was okay although time was kinda limited. i can see all the HWA CHONG and ACS guys furiously writing down. i hope the person in front of me wont impress the marker so much that my essay might look super lousy to him. But then again, i know that wont happen cause mostly acs ppl are smart although he doesnt look like a geek. so FAT HOPE!Why does AES have to come after ACS?!? Maybe it should come after some sch that isnt good! this totally sucks. When i came down, i was surprised to see johnston. it happens to that he was working there. well, at least it was nice to see someone frm my own sch cause all i saw was hci,acs,scgs,smg, cedars and chij uniforms. I went home with caveman & chicken pie! It was such FUN! =D hopefully, i didnt make many grammar mistakes. HAIS. i am bloody euphoric that i managed to stay oblivios and avoid all the calls! =) btw, happy 16th elephant aka cynthia leong! have a fab birthday although you looked kinda down just nw. cheerr upp!! =D

2006-10-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

casue everything changes & we cant go back to the way we used to be. It hurts to see it all goes astray but it hurts even more when i am so helpless. sorry.

how can i ever express the way i feel about the photo now? it's beyond words. thank u shiying. :)

2006-10-25T20:12:00.000+08:00

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STUDYYY!!! ARRGHH!! okay, its driving me up the wall although i dun study till i go mad. =X GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!
i love ramos!oh god, take me back to the time when i was coming out of newton toilet and climbing the steps! LOL. =D

2006-10-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

Just as i was saying that things are getting back on track ytd. boy! was i soooo wrong! you never change. not even single lil bit.hatred&anger are seeping me through like a sponge soaking the water. I seriously hate you. Sometimes i think maybe there isnt even such thing as love. Love is something that we try to imagine it to be sweet and nice and all those weird feelings but in reality, there is only bitterness.

I am so angry at myself!!!! arrrrrrghhhh!!! why am i so freaking weak when it comes to you!?!??! why do i still forgive and still carry on as though nth has happened?!?!??! why do i relent everytime you say sorry???wads the point of saying SORRY when u make mistakes all over again and again?!??!?? and i know you are not even worth it!! what have become of me?!??! Its not like you are the only one on earth who deserves me?! when you think about it again, why shouldn't I be with someone else? Why should I care? Why don't I move on? And really, I just get myself stuck.to hell with it! ffffff!!!!!

2006-10-22T16:18:00.000+08:00

more photos! =D
the storm has subsided and everything seems to be gg smooth!
&i think i am going gaga over you once again.=)

2006-10-21T13:18:00.000+08:00

Watched death note. It's not a horror film like i feared it to be. thank god! if not i would have murdered sy,cyn1&2 and huiyi! The movie was kinda draggy but i will rate it like soso only la. it was sort of worth watching it cause considering that i haven caught a single film for ages. below, pictures speak a thousand words.

4/1

MY TWO VERY MALE BEST FRIENDS!

LOVELY DOVIES

2006-10-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

I feel so bloody TENSED about the practical right now! i keep thinking of all the negative stuff till i feel like i am gonna explode anytime soon! i soo bloody desperately wanna do well and the problem is that i suck at practical so badly! so here i am trying to calm myself dwn by music but apparently it's not working! & ppl dun be surprised if u see me growing horizontally. I stuffed myself with two apple pies at mac today while waiting for ah dong&irwan to come with steph and shiying while doing my chem paper! I am absolutely gonna be F A T. no doubt about it seriously. ytd also studied at starbucks at plaza w huiyi and weili. i shared hot choco and oreo cheesecake w huiyi. grumbles! all those fattening food! =S oh god! pls let my practical go smoothly unlike my prelim!

O LEVEL.

2006-10-15T15:54:00.000+08:00

NOTHING BUT AMATHS!!!!!!! But now a piece of me is craving for oreo cheesecake badly NOW. =( and yay! finally there is french lesson on tuesday. It's super unlikely of me to look forward to french classes but this time is different because it will be the last day for this year not only that i'll definitely miss learning french with extra,kaya,les,chicken. hais. how time flies!

2006-10-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

yes, i changed my blogskin again cause i don't really like the previous skin about some love or whatever.
BOOKENDS - i am not an emotional person neither do i get emotional easily. Let it be a movie or a book or whatever. Even if i do get emotional, i don't show it. Anyway, my point is that the book thati read today really caught my attention and made me feel all warm and got me emotional. "BOOKENDS" is really a good book although the first few chapters seems pretty boring but as you move on with the plot, you can find there are loads of surprises. It's about 4 best friends, cath,si(who's a gay), josh, and lucy(who's ever bubbly and sweet and also a superb cook) who is josh's wife. There is portia who used to be their best friend when they were in univertisty but slowly dirfted apart. She can be very warm and sweet and giggly and at the same time she can be a cold hearted bitch. after many years, she suddenly came back and everything starts to fall apart. Si is trying so very hard to find a gay partner whom he can spend the rest of his life with but to no avail. When cath and lucy dream finally came true by opening a bookshop with a cafe inside, lucy and josh start to go further apart. To cath and si, it seems like he's having an affair with portia whom he had a fling with before. then there is this au pair who is gorgeous,Ingrid who acts like she isnt an au pair. Then sudenly, Si was hit by a hard truth that he was HIV positive although he was a careful person. Cath , his best friend cancelled all her dates with James to take care of him. To tolerate all the mood swings and stuff....thats pretty much about it but there are more twists in the story later on. Although i was with steph,shiying,khaz,hiyi, i totally shut myself frm the rest of the world while i read the book. Somehow the story frightens me and made me feel so insecure of myself suddenly cause you may be at the top of the world today and the next day, you can be feeling extremely miserable. There are so many turning points in life that one cant forsee. I think thats the reason why i got a lil scared. I wish i have friends like cath, josh and lucy. Not that i dun have many good friends now. But i was embraced by the friendship that they have. The way how they try to be there for each other. okay, i guess it's getting boring. Anyway, I went to SAJC open house with steph,huiyi,khaz and shiying. ferderick showed us around. at least there was an ex-assumptionite! =D Good night!

2006-10-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

since i am online i might as well update. I miss my extra,caveman,les&chicken pie! i wanna see you soon!! =( monsier ALAIN GROTTE bonne chance! tu va me manque! have fun in yemen! =D

2006-10-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

mugging takes place 24/7. sadly thats how i want it to be but sometimes my lazy bones are tugging me although i do mug but not 24/7. =S

2006-10-01T14:31:00.000+08:00

okay, i guess the neoprints pretty much explained who were the ppl and where we went. suddenly i felt so lazy. will update later!
a few hours later....

ahhahs! i am soo dying to watch JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE. sadly, everyone is too busy to watch with me! =( I haven stepped into the cinema since MONSTER-IN-LAW! how pathetic am i! When he was here, we would always head to catch some flicks on weekends!booo!! Anyway, forget abt that! Everyday revision has done some good but hopefully there will be improvement in my result. oowwww..i am duper lazy to type more.tata!

2006-09-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

i would love to be with you.
it may seem easy to keep it going through rain or shine
but in reality it aint an easy feat.
neither it is worth it with all your words
so now i know after 19months +,
this is where we are and this is how we end.

THURSDAY; went over to chicken pie's house to celebrate her b-day with caveman! EXTRA PS-ED us!! i am honored to be one of the fours k! =D Anyway, i enjoyed spending time just the three of us by the lake/resevoir where there were GIGANTIC ants and mosquitoes! as usual, we talked and talked nvr bother closing our mouths! hahhas.

FRIDAY- i cant remember wad i did, except for going for night study and feeling the irritating icty feeling at the study area. I hope whichever insects trying to attack at me, will die a slow and horrible death! LOL.

SATURDAY- I started my day with 'beloved' amaths paper at sch which wasnt really a great start. went to bank at cck to replace my card with CSS but we were 5mins late so it was closed. =S Lunch-ed at lot one. Definietly wasnt a good lunch nt because of the food but because of the service that the guy at cashier gave. He kept talking in malay which i couldnt comprehend at all. that guy is chinese k! Then even after sy said i didnt understand yet he still kept talking.hello?? why couldnt he switch to chinese which i am able to speak? or ENGLISH?!? The queue was long and ppl were behind me. we werent given the food. the food was put on the glass box or wadever. i had no idea which one was mine! He made my blood boil to 1ooooooooooo degree celcius! all of us were pissed. i mean shouldnt they put someone who can speak at least basic english words? so he can communicate well with the customers. forget that monster. Anyway, all came to my house to study! not really my house but by the pool.sy left. So me,steph,my sis and steph's cousins and her sis. It was really fun! We were practically laughing half the time!! But i managed to finish trigo!(:

SUNDAY- tuition, study cum talking abt the event w sy who came today also. till now i have never watched s'pore idol for more than 1/2 hr so nw gonna give 2nd thought and will probably gonna watch it later to see how good hady and jonathan are. Can't be bothered who will win or lose.i voted for taufik last year cause i don't want a person who cant sing that well to present the nation.i am not saying sly cant sing just that taufik might be a better choice. for now english compre for me! tata!

2006-09-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO EUNICE AKA CHICKEN PIE! =D

will update tmr. no mood to type anything.

2006-09-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just wish i am happy wholeheartedly for once and life has more meanings to it.

2006-09-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

how i wish i am intelligent or have a maths brain.

2006-09-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

I am uber lonely right now. To define exactly what i am feeling is nt lonely, rather i am kinda creeped out. I have been home alone for almost the whole day except when steph and sy stopped by for ONLY a few hours! In the afternoon where there was sun and light, i was okay. But now everything gets dark and all, it just doesnt make me feel at ease.=S so i decided to stop reading in the living room and come online for some accompany! currently kaya,extra&steph are keeping me not-so-creeped-out. steph is now encouraging me to watch videos from youtube which i have never done that before honestly. me, i am just envying extra for having such a fab holiday snorkeling with baby sharks and all. SIGH.seriouly, im greatly demoralised by prelim amaths paper. it was nt as if i didnt put in the effort so yeah thats y i am kinda down. If i didnt study,i dun care. I know i should look forward but not backwards! It's easier said than done!!! i haven really done much stuyding during this holiday! =( i need to
re-focus once monday arrives.
Friday i went out with bren&alvin. It was such fun! Once we met, we couldnt stop talking even when I&bren were cutting our hair at far east! The hairdresser must be wondering that probably we haven met each other for ten years! We feasted at pastamania& the coffee club at paragon! walked around still chatting non-stop. We haven been meeting up together for quite some time so that explains the non-stop chatter. or even so even if the 3 of us meet anytime we always seem to have things to talk about anyway. =D I'll definitely miss this part of my secondary school life. surprisingly, i am actually looking forward to french class on tuesday!! maybe thats because i'm talking to kaya&extra!

2006-09-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

i am so pissed with some ppl at home! its not as if it was my fault! Its nt like i wanna spoil things purposely. In fact it wasnt even me! Are adults supposed to be free of mistakes? that they are never be the ones who are at fault? so what if i slaved away my time everyday? one day just forget to do something, i always get told off let alone getting appreciated for the things i have done like almost everyday. bugger off!

let me do this survey so subside my anger.

1.Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2.Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4.Start your post with "I have been tagged!"

I have been tagged by: zul!
10 favourites-
Favourtie colour; green&black.
Favourite food; chocs,pastas,grilled meat!
Favourite song; deja vu,move along,london bridge.(recently)
Favourite movies; err..so many! u sure ya wanna know?
Favourite sports; badminton,tennis.
Favourite season; spring&summer! =D
Favourite day of the week; none.
Favourite ice-cream flavour; CHOCOLATE!

9 current-
Current mood; FUMING!
Current clothes; t-shirt&shorts
Current desktop; hur?
Current toe nail colour; natural.
Current time; 10:31pm
Current surroundings; my parents' room
Current thought; gg to call bf & gonna read!

8 first-
First bestfriend; .
First crush; yes! i rembr! okay now that i try to recall i m clueless. =S
First movie; cant remember?
First piercing; 2005! i knw its kinda late.
First lie; when i start to get naughty! HAHHAS!
First music; my dad lullaby.
First car; soon hopefully.(:

7 last-
Last cigarette; no beginning so no last.
Last drink; H2O
Last car ride; from my dad.
Last crush; channing tatum!
Last movie i had seen; hmmm....
Last phone call;hun!
Last cd played; no cd played.

6 Have you ever-
Have you ever dated one of ur bestfren; nope!
Have you ever broken the law; chewing gum?
Have you ever arrested; LOL. yeah good question!
Have you ever kiss someone you dunno; hey i aint that naughty! XD

5 things you are wearing; t-shirt,shorts,specs,undergarment&no more.

4 things that you have done today; helped my mum,eat,shit,shopped,read.

3 things you hear right now; my mum's voice! my bro, TV

2 things that you cant live without; food,my bed,air,my things. i am getting more pissed!

1 things you do when you are bored; bloghopping,call hun, stone in front of the box, read.

Now the 5 ppl to tag; steph,cynthia,shiying(i know she wnt do),kaye,jolene.

2006-09-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

STUPID laziness is bugging me! =S I haven done much work today other than a few pages of physics and did some reading. I seem to have given up on AMATHS! i have yet changed to another skin cause i don't want ppl like my sister to have this misconception that i like HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL or i am crazy over that show. yes,i definitely don't like things which many ppl like. Anyway,today leong jiaxin and shitying came over today! it was all kinda last min planned. They came over to do some work and cooked fussili. then feasted on garlic bread and stuff. at this rate i am eating, ALVIN i can cath up with you! HAHAS! steph as usual ps-ed us. i wonder how nayana is doing. no news from her. we watched two movies which were WHAT A GIRL WANTS & SHE'S THE MAN. yes, again i went gaga over CHANNING TATUM!(below) OMG! HE'S SO HOT! hahas! he has this oh-so-kissable-lips and the abs that every guy will die to have!! This piece of news i just received shocked me so deeply. Australian 'crocodile hunter' Steve Irwin(photo below) was killed by stingray! I never expect him to die.of course everyone has to die but i meant not so FAST! =( I felt kinda sad you know even though i have never watched his docmentaries before. I realise that having that job is seriously risky. So i think the best job or rather status i can have is being a WAG! LOL. i know kaya,extra,chicken pie&les will agree. Therefore my dream of becoming a WAG has even become more bigger! =D

bless him!

that's channing tatum!

2006-09-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

kaya,me,chicken pie&extra! where's les??

hehes. me and chicken pie!

this time w erika2! where's les again?

TODAY!

Didnt go back to teck whye cause i had french paper 2&3! one part of the listening compre was like super horrible!!! =( i only managed to get one ans! wth. but the rest were okay la. it was the last day of french for those who are nt gg to take O level like EXTRA frm RGS! hahas. must come back for next lesson even if ur sch doesnt allow k! i will definitely miss the whole bunch of french mates! photos below taken at the canteen. hey u mr.Q! HAHAS! omg! i am stuck w that song! i had so much fun today! guess wad i did today? i went to sing& dance w steph,cynthia,and shiying. it was my 1st time going there so i was kinda suaku and kept asking lots of ques to cyn&steph! =S anyway, we have probably left the sofa broken or something.=D ya took neoprints! err..thats all i guess. gotta do some revising!

2006-08-30T19:43:00.000+08:00

prelim is officially over except for me! =S tmr i still have french paper2&3! anyway, went to causeway point at like 10AM with steph,shiying and cynthia to get teachers'day presents but in the end changed of plan to get presents cause shiying had better idea what to do. we ended up in metro cause no other shops were opened yet! we hopped in the changing room! =D it was fun! girls, we should do more of those! NAYANA i miss you! =D lunch-ed at pastamania. walked around and took neoprints which you all can see below.weicheang came later on&steph ps us!!!
=( i went home to study french first while the rest shopped for the stuff for presents! they went to weicheang's house to do with bran while i joined them a few hours later. Now i am home!
i realise that i can live wo you. i was wrong in the past. i hope i wont go weak again and give in. all those things you have done are beyond my limit.although there were good times.

thats wad i feasted on today!

2006-08-28T15:36:00.001+08:00

i am never good enough. i guess i will never be. so what if i had done so many practices and put in the effort? in then end, the result is not what i want. so leave me alone for i shall just drift away hopelessly. i give up.

2006-08-25T19:46:00.000+08:00

%$#^&%@(@I!&7q71!!! argh! I bloody screwed up my physic practical! i wasnt able to balance that ugly yellow meter rule! parodn me for the language. Three more papers to go including french. =S I had french prelim oral..to me it went well cause the teacher kinda gave me and easy topic and he was smiling and joking with me. at least i hope that's a good sign. or maybe he was just sympathizing me? anyway,merci beaucoup monsieur.gilbert!:) FINALLY i can get a good sleep since tmr saturday! :D Anyway, went to causeway to eat w steph,cyn&shiying. On the way there, I was in deep thoughts while they cam-whored! The pics were hilarious! hahas! esp the one i took cyn's face when she was doing dunnoe-wad.. right CYNTHIA? rembr? hahahs! err i am blogging cause steph keeps saying "eh y u nvr update ur blog ah?!" let me seeee...wads there to write. i put in quite a lot of effort for this prelim although i am nt expecting to get into first 3month JC. But i hope there's an improvement if not this will definitely demoralise me. i'm waiting for Olevel. and then i wannna go SHOPPINGGGGG!!! tata ppl!
I so love bf who is always a call away even though he stays a thousand miles from here. He who has been tolerating my scream,whining,crying and every single lil thing tat i do when i am stressed for the past week and who wakes up at 3 am to wake me up to study again! thnks hun!

ALVIN! this is amanda bynes! =D

2006-08-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

what did i do not right this time round again?
do i make such a bad partner?
i tried to open up. i tried means so that i wont negelect you.
But in the end, it was all fruitless. =S
I so badly want to go back to the normal self.
I feel that i have been shut down everytime i tried to speak.
I do admit i am now very scared to approach you.
yes, i am sure you have you have ur reasons for this.

to m,
i dunnoe how we are ever gonna survive if i dun go over after o. that's the day that i dread.
tears stung my eyes everytime i think of the days after O level.
not daring to imagine wads gonna happen.

SIGH.

2006-08-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

Today was the first day of Prelim paper! i think i screwed up my functional writing and my essay was not my best. its not that i didnt gve it my best but during e exam i suddenly blanked out and even forgot how to spell character! =S i am not joking. The compre was harder than the mid-year paper. i just hope i'd do well. for the past few days i have been feeling so tensed up! i really needed a stress ball. Anyway, french was always fun. it's fun not because of wad we learn but because of my friends, kaya,extra,erika! hahahs. oops! i forgot erika's nickname. eh kaya, if u are reading this i typed this out not because i know u'll be reading but becaue it was really fun even though the whole day was oral practice!! Anyway, lunch-ed at jack's place w steph,cyn,shang,nayana,me,kenny,brandon,reth and yi hong! we were very loud la! hahas! all of us stole kenny's fries! i helped him mix vanilla ice-cream with his coffe and he drank it! yummy right? a new flavour created by me! :D well, anyway, i decided to put off the password thing already. okay, good bye!

yes,we look fine rather i look fine if u take a glance.
why dun u actually stare and stay a while to look?
maybe u'll se different things.

2006-08-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

tuition. tuition. amaths amaths. my chem is like the worst subject ever now. =S i have got to balance already. went over to brandon's house to do the sec 2 streaming science thing that we have to explain to the sec 2 this year so they will have a better idea how to choose wad kind of subjects they should take. shiying,steph,me,cyn,kenny did the boards and the charts. they are just plain ones lah. nth much. ching liang&alastiar came over to do maths but i guess they ended up watching the cartoons and chi shows! "CYNTHIA LEONG DON'T GIVE UP UR DREAM TO WRITE ELECTROLYSIS JUST BECAUSE OF WAD KENNY SAID!" hahhas. it was hilarious! okay, i knw u wnt find it funny but if u were there, u would laugh till u roll on the floor. The attempt that sy tried to make me push into the pool failed. =p. Anyway, i gotta go back to studying! ss for now! =D

doesnt your coscience bug u?

2006-08-09T13:45:00.001+08:00

yes. firstly i am gonna wish Singapore a very happy 41st birthday like everyone else does. A lot of things have been going on for this past few days among us and others. The fact is that mostly are all mis-communications. we(my grp) has nth against you.(: thats for sure. Anyway, my dad bought both my sis and me nano.(: we dined at copthorne waterfront hotel at jap restaurant
with my dad's jap boss. we celebrated his b-day last min. Even though hes old, the way he laugh is so cute lah plus wen he speaks in english! its just different frm the way ppl laugh!most of the time when he said something, i kept turing to my sis to ask wad he has said cause i had a hard time making out wad hes trying to say but he's really nice because he didnt look offended or anything.. he asked my bro whether he has a gf! HAHHAS! do all e pure jap speak like tat? hahahs! everyone enjoyed the dinner except me whose stomach was grumbling. =S as i am not very into sashimi or jap kinda food but i enjoyed the atmosphere and everything.(= and yes, while my parents were on the way to e hotel, a car behind us hit our car and our car's bummer has come off! thank god, no one was hurt or anything. putting that aside, i LOVE tug-o-war! i love how 4/1 came together and cooperated! =D tension grows as the prelim draws nearer plus my o level eng oral! yikes! i wanna watch "click" and it has been ages that i last caught a flick at cinema! But i need to control all my desires as mugging is a lot more important now! gotta work on my amaths later.

2006-08-06T13:35:00.000+08:00

A VERY HAPPY FABULOUS SWEET 16 TO LUA SHIYING!(:

1 Full name: IPH @ CT.too long to type larh.
2 Name backwards: must i do that?
3 Were you named after someone: NO!
4 Meaning of name: hmm...no idea.
5 Nickname: chris. ms.thane!!(by nayana)
6 Screen name: xtie/xty
7. D.O.B: 09041988.
8 place of birth: taunggyi.
9 nationality: singaporean.
10 current location: bedroom.
11 star sign: aries.
12 religion: buddhist.
13 height: 154cm
14 weight: 45.5kg! (i gained like 0.5 kg!!) LOL
15 shoe size: errr...7?
16 hair colour: black/brown/white? hahas!.
17 eye colour: deeep brown. no one's eyes are black aint it?
18 what do you look like: ABNORMAL!! XD wad kind of ques is this?
19 inny or outy: both. depends on my mood.
20 lefty or righty: righty.
21 gay,straight,bi or others: straight! do u think otherwise? HAHA.
22 best friends: you know who you are.
23 best friends you trust most: same as above.
24 favourite pals: errr...everyone?
25 close friends of opposite sex: rethinam,alvin,weicheang,kenny,nasri
26 best buddies : reth,nayana,brenda,shiying,
steff,cynthia leong,weicheang,nasri,kaye,erika,pris,eunice!
27 boyfriend or girlfriend: bf! wink.
28 crush: CHUNNING TATUM! =D
29 parents: mum: pamela dad: myint
30 worst enemy: none. It's definitely a waste of energy to hate someone.
31 favourite online guys: none cause dun talk online much.
32 favourite online girls: same as above
33 funniest friends: EUNICE!(e best RI&ACS jokes) reth& cynthia leong!(w her lame jokes!)
34 craziest friends: EUNICE!
35 advice friends: NAYANA&RETH
36 loudest friends: elysia.
37 person you cry with: myself.
38 any sisters: 1
39 any brothers: 1
40 any pets: zero!
41 any diseases: none at all! boy,i am healthy! (;
42 pager: nope.
43 personal saying lines: errrrrrrrrrrr.........
44 cell phone : of course!
45 lava lamp: study table.
46 pool or hot tub: hot tub babyy! AHHAS!
47 car: merz sport cars! =D
48 personality: average. (:
49 driving: soon. a few more months!
50 car you've always wanted: see above pls.
51 room: with cynthia thane!
52 what's missing: ruler! hair rubber bands! BOO!
53 school: assumption english!
54 bed: single.
55 relationship with parents: soso.
56 believe in yourself: not really.
57 believe in love at first sight: NOPE!
58 good listener: wad do u think?
59 get along with parents: sometimes.
60 save email convos: nah.
61 pray: seldom.
62 believe in reincarnation: no.
63 like to make fun of people: yeah but only to the circle of close friends in frnt of em. not others. 64 like to talk on the phone: not really. except someone! hehes.
65 want to get married: nah. marriage=life long term jail! =DD
66 like to drive: i guess i will after i learn it.
67 motion sickness: hmmm....
68 eat stem of broccoli: yups!
69 eat chicken with fork: yeah!
70 dream in colours: rainbow? hahs. dunnoe.
71 type with your fingers: NONO. with my toes! fingers obviously.
72 sleep with soft toys: nah.gotta have e bed all by myself!((:
73 next to you: nobody. no.74 is missing!
75 on your mouse pad: same as irah! i aint using one!
76 dream car: argh! hw many times this kinda ques repeated??!
77 dream date: beach. effiel tower
78 dream honeymoon spot: hawaii.las vegas. paris.
79 dream husband/wife: intelligent,charming,good charactered guy.
80 bedtime: latest 2am.
81 under your bed: floor?
82 the single most important question: ???
83 your bad time of the day: in e morning.
84 your worse fear: facing with ghost! really. losing my precious ones.
85 the weather is: extremely warm.
86 time: 2:16pm
87 date: 6 august06
88 the best trick you ever did on someone: cant rembr
89 theme song: i wanna be bad.
90 hardest thing about growing up: self-esteem!
91 funniest experience: so many!
92 scariest moments: that time when i walked on a rope above the height of a tree frm e ground. 93 silliest things you have ever said: err..
94 most desperate or funniest thing i've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: none. cant be bothered!
95 worst feeling: being dishonest.
96 best feeling in the world: europhoric!
97 dream career: lawyer.
98 dream wish: do well for O level.
99 tag 5 people to do THIS: shiying,cynthia,denise,xin rong,cindy.
100th question- hottest guys on earth: chunning tatum,orlando bloom,david beckham, hugh jackman,pharrell williams.

2006-07-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

taaadaa!! my dad has FINALLY finished setting up e new com.(: Anyway, i just did the usual french e-learning checking thing so that gives me a few mins to blog awhile. got back chem test paper. There are definitely rooms for improvement. I have never seen mrs.ooi so mad at us before. Now we are sitting individually. hopefully tmr will be a much better day. off to study now.<3s tanzil.

2006-07-30T19:18:00.000+08:00

once again, i am stuck i front of the TV. its really getting addictive. all the sitcoms and dramas.
i still have ss to revise again. i am deprived of shopping! BOOO!!

HAIS. it has been 9 months that you have been gone. i am full of envy
everytime i see my friends gg out w their partners after sch,
they studying together, gg for movies or just simply walking together.
how i wish you are right here
beside me. besides my bill is blasting every month! LOL. XD

2006-07-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

oh, how i wish the O's are over now! well, i can just picture the things that i am gonna do right after O. but now i just have to study study and improve my AMATHS! =S of course i am not going to chiong till i have black rings under my eyes and become skeleton due to stress. nono! i'll just go at my own pace. Anyway, Saturday, celebrated my mum's belated birthday by eating at no signboard restaurant at esplanade. I very much enjoyed the night not because i get to become a glutton by gorging all the seafood but because of the live band singing by the water front. after the dinner, i went over to the performance area which is like 200m away frm where i was eating, with my sis&dad. four women were performing and they sang abba gold songs like dancing queen, thank u for the music.. it was a very simple performance with a guy playing keyboard and another guy playing a violin. it wasnt that crowded so we had a clear view of the whole performance. the breeze was caressing our cheeks and everyone singing and swaying along with the songs. it was just a lovely night with my family.(: it has been ages that the whole family sit dwn to enjoy like this. photos will be up soon after my dad uploads them. Peace has settled in my house as my dad has been in good mood lately because he has received his fav. stuff from ashworth golf stuff as he was one of the golf tournament winners organized by his company&other shipping companies. so no pms-ing or scolding. hahas! i wish for a vacation at hawaii or some beach resort without having to bother abt tests,exams or anything!

je t'aime beaucoup mon cher! =D

2006-07-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

We talked things out. i am glad the two of them are okay now. But for me i feel that she didnt come clean TOTALLY. forget it.

Nth much went on for the past few days except i was pissed/upset/hurt with something. other than that everything went fine(: yes! prelims are just around the corner! This week isnt that tiring because its E-learing week for french so i dun have to travel all the way to bishan but just stay at home do wadeva madame posted on the class website and email her! The girls came over to my house to do some baking. yups. tmr having ss test. any chapter frm wadeva we learnt this year so i am practically trying to cramm everything inside but it doesnt seem to be working so well. Therefore, i'll probably get a ZERO! =S okay time to get back to french homework! au revoir!(:

2006-07-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

Distance brings us further.
Time makes us lose faith in us.
That period of time will be locked in my heart.
I know it will be hard but didnt realise that it will be this hard.
I'll never forget the fun we had together.
SIGH.
___________________________________________________

i have finally seen through you. your true colours. you may seem very innocent in front of the t-chers. but they dunno hw you make use of ur friends. and boy, i am not the only one who is feeling this way. you even forget ur fren who had always been there for you for years. i feel so cheated. i have been fooled once but i aint gonna fall for it anymore. i know deep down the real you. you come to me when you need me. if not you drop me like a hot potato. saying to the tcher that you care abt me. HA! miss, that must be a very good lie and making her have a bad impression on me. Stop shedding ur crocodile tears and making ppl have the soft spot for you. you dunnoe hw many friends you have negelected when you found a new one. i have been there for you always and listen to you cry for hours. i have done my best and now i am not going to do anything anymore. ppl dunnoe wad goes on behind the curtains xcept those who have been hurt. good bye.

arrrrrr!! it has been ages that i last caught a flick!. i wanna watch pirates of the carribean!! orlando bloom is just simply gorgeous! AHHAHS! =D

2006-07-14T19:38:00.000+08:00

hey baby! happy 17th ! =(

2006-07-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

sorry doesnt have any meaning nor any effect on me
unless you are sincere.
But i know that sincerity doesnt exist in you at all
as the same routine takes place
every day. So what if you say sorry at the end or shed tear?
Does it make me feel better?
NO!
Sorry doesnt erase all the pain you have caused.
It has been there and done it.
so why don't we just give it up and stop trying?

2006-07-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

ALLEZ LE fRANCE! BON CHANCE!

i soo love my honeyy!!

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this.

01.M.tanzil
02.Alvin
03.Brenda
04.Nayana
05.David beckham! (hahhahs!!)
06.Shiying
07.Weicheang
08.Rethinam
09.Glenda
10.Stephaine
11.Clara
12.Brandon
13.Skeleton
14.Priscilla
15.Erika
16.Nasri
17.Eunice
18.Kaya! (=D)
19.Alane
20.That HOT guy i saw! =D

how did you meet 14.?
-french class! the smartest girl and plus her being named extra!

how would you feel if you never met 1. ?
-HAHAHS! THANK GOD! lol.nah no idea.

what would you do if 20. and 9. dated ?
-hahhas! nah, she cnt get away frm lester so that wnt happen!

did you ever like 19. ?
-ya as in frens but no for in other sense!

would 6. and 7. make a good couple?
-HAHHAHAH! this is a good ques! MAYBE? (sy&wc look!)

describe 3. !
-SWEET. HOT. Funny. a perfect person whom i'll hang out with. An exotic dancer!

do you think 8. is attractive?
-not my type? but hes my bestie!(:

something about 7. ?
-he's one of my closest fren. he's VAIN! even though he claims that he isnt and i am! he likes to sleep during chem err..in fact all lessons lah. he likes to shop but only then last min call!

do you know any of 12. family members?
-yeah. his mum? his dog? i met em b4 but nvr really interact.(im a shy person! XD)

what are 9. favourites?
-DEFINITELY lester loh! childish things! its true. those flowery cartoons! she always make my phone rings non-stop.

what would you do if 18. confess that he/she likes you?
-i wouldnt be surprised! AHHAHHHAHS! just jk. that wnt happen for sure unless....

what language(s) does 15. speak?
-eng and french! and her tagalog? well if she still knows.

who is 9. going out with?
-LESTER LOH!

how old is 16. now?
-16

when was the last time you spoke to 13.?
-cant rembr cause i refuse to pick up e calls and messages

who is 2.'s favourite singer?
-rihanna?

would you ever date 17. ?
-NO! shes on the way to look for an oxford or cambridge guy! (old and grey!) hahahs.

is 11. single?
-yeah!

what is 10.'s last name?
-HO! (:

would you ever be in a serious relationship with 13. ?
-LOL!! no unless he looks like orlando bloom or chunning tatum and earns 1 million US dollars per month then i'll CONSIDER! (skeleton u knw i told u b4!)

what school does 3. go to ?
-ASSUMPTION eng sch =D

where does 6. live?
-bukit panjang? or has she moved a place where a person named starts with S lives? =D

what are your favourite things about 5. ?
-his looks! his right leg kick! his hair! his HUGE DIAMOND earstud! His sons! HIS $$$! LOL.

ever seen 1. naked?
-errr..maybe? JK.

2006-07-08T14:31:00.000+08:00

oh bugger, i am missing my love,mikael tanzil!(:

continued.
the wind is super still making my body feeling very sticky and the piano player who had been practising for hours is a total absolute torture! i planned to do maths and so far i only managed to finish a few questions! thnk god i went for emaths paper2 this mrng at sch if nt today will be useless. so i ended up googling at the TV almost for the whole day. watching frm mtv to chinese show to world cup replayed matches. and it happened that when i clicked to chnl 27, the match between england and portugal was on. my hatred for cristiano ronaldo increased every sec!Even if he were to help 1000 old women cross the road,i'll still HATE him. He's a bad example to the young generation! i was able to watch it with a calm mind so i noticed that he winked at is bench after rooney was sent off! It was in the newspaper too. I want germany to win in the mrng!(erika will be happy to see this!& pris will go mad at me for wanting tat! hahahs) I want FRANCE to win the world cup even though all the players all old,bald and ugly! hahahs. je veux le france gagner le toute de monde! ((= I'll probably stay up to watch later on. (kaya will be flooding me w e msg-es abt e match!) hahas! i am gonna soak myself in e water and turn the air con full blast! ta!

2006-07-05T17:22:00.000+08:00

WORLD CUP has apparently ended for me. I am devastated that england is out! worse, brazil is out too! i still cant get over england loss to portugal. SIGH. i hate cristinao ronaldo for instigating WAYNE ROONEY's red card. He's such a bastard. Anyway, i am emo abt beckham resigning as an england captain too. hais. i love beckham! not just for his looks k! the way he plays and all. How badly i want France to trash portugal! england did play a very good game against portugal. They hang in there till the penalties. I know its a lil too late to be updating about it now. have been too busy with sch stuff. yeah nth much went on for the past few days except for some sexual talk held in sch for sec 4 ytd...i m truly tramautised by the video on abortion. god, it was disturbing alrite? the moral of the whole workshop all men are bad. :D
no matter what,i'll still root for england!

GOGO ENGLAND!

THE PROUD MOMENTS!

EVEN THE KIDS SUPPORT ENGLAND! =D

OHHLLALA! IN THE HONOR OF ENG.CAPTAIN. HE LOOKS SUPER FINE!

ROONEY WHAT'S UP?

GERRAD&BECK TRAINING?

U ROCK BECKHAM! :D

hais.

2006-07-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

i am so proud that assumptionites are so talented and i am proud to be an assumptionite!!(:

TODAY,flag day. dead beat. some ppl are just plain stingy to donate even ten cents. HELLOOO!! there are alot of unfortunate ppl out there who cnt even get a simple meal let alone carrying shopping bags. argh! its so frasturating pls. but i wasnt rude or making remarks jus becox they didnt donate.

even ifeverything has nt been going so well hur! we are so very on the rocks. esp the phone calls which are so dreadful. =( another thing i learnt today is that friendship is one damn fragile thing.its best not to talk abt it. take care ppl!(:

2006-06-28T16:50:00.000+08:00

7 random facts about me!

one- i am bloody terrified of ghost!(those ppl who went to camp w me will knw hw much i am scared of em.)
two- i hate to cook/ do housework.
three- i have been eating more and more eah day.
four- i think that to state SEVEN random facts abt me is really A LOT. by nw u can see i aint good at this kinda thing.
five- i am thinking of jus writing five facts about me now.
six- i support england even when my whole bunch of francais frens are so against england and beckham.yet i still want them to win! =D
seven- whoops! finally im at 7! i practically slept w my grandparents when i was a baby!

7 things that creep me out!

1) -psychotic movies like gothica , slither?
2) -mentally unstable ppl.
3) -stalkers
4) -slugs. LEECHES!! hahas.
5) - those crawly insects.
6) -errrr.. those frogs or toads sounds at night
7) -my neighbour. (all because of my mum creating stories to scare us so we will close the doors properly wen she aint home. -.-" )

7 favourite music this week(random )

un- j'en ai marre by alizee.
deux- unfaithful by rihanna
troi- promiscuous girl by nelly furtado
quarte- move along by all american rejects.
cinq - no sleep tonight by the faders
six- out of reach by gabrielle
sept- gasolina by daddy yankee

7 things i say

- kana sai! word of the week.
-thank u!(:
-O NO!
-shit!
-yes pls.
-i wanna shop!! :D
-HAHAHAHS

7 people to do this..

1 : LUA SHIYING!
2 : CYNTHIA
3: YEEWEN
4: WEICHEANG
5: FELICIA
6: NORFI!
7: ANELIE! ( i miss e good ol' times.(: )

PHEW! FINALLY I AM DONE WITH THIS THING. i dun even know why i am being so stupid by doing this everyday routine. hais. so wad if i tried so hard? its jus nothing at the end of the day, leaving me with misery.

stupid.

2006-06-22T20:12:00.000+08:00

you made use of me and got off the hook.
But i am the one who is always there for you everytime you are down.
and i do realise you are such a let down of this whole thing.

reviving.

2006-06-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

reviving back my blog does mean something. well at least it shoud be. This june is supposed to be filled with books and mugging but it didnt turn out that way though i did study. like example yesterday waiting for england match to start. I am not a very fanatic soccer fan but i do support england. I had to quash the desire to scream as ytd match was a draw. as much as i want england to win. today is the last day of holiday. tmr and friday : ngee ann poly frm 8am-5pm. its horrible. i am planning to skip one of those days. hahhas. my accomplices shall be sy&cyn. =D i want to come out of e shell and start smelling the fresh air again. i hope i have the strength to do so. i am becoming a glutton ever since the holiday started. eating out everytime after school which is almost everyday with my buds is not doing good to my weight but it makes me happy to be with them. not forgetting playing badminton/tennis at my place. ACJC concert was fab!(: shiying, thank you&dun think too much over that matter alright? okay, time to study according to my bestie! & i am starting to love french. =D